Sometimes I wake up by nightmares...but I sometimes really feel bad when i got a really good dream...because it will NEVER EVER come true.....MR Brightside...i need you............................
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
The Killers
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside !!!!

Since my cousin left... I felt loneliness more than normal... Although I rarely had contact with him these years, I really do miss him...
i visited his blog the other day, it really touched me deeply...This is what really what touched me:
谁为相思谁为愁，愿把青春化离骚。

秋叶难为及时雨，展转长夜幽梦还。

来日追梦空寂寥，夕阳欲载满怀怅。

相聚举杯会有时，携手蓝天白云伴.

Although is it not written by him, but its really hard to find on either internet or on books!